New Years Eve - "Everything goes back to zero" that was of the many quotes that stuck with me from Mr. Norman. He said it as every new year began and explained that all the totals and the recorded accomplishments of the prior year, go back to zero. That it is a clean slate and fresh start on day one.
I think that one of the blessing of being a Mom is we get that chance everyday. Sure yesterday could have been, without a doubt, one of the worst days of your life-
He broke my favorite lamp and glass went everywhere, My spanking was in anger - I wanted justice
She defied me when I told her to turn down the music, I screamed that she was driving me crazy
The baby was up all night and I wasn't patient enough, I was so tired
Sharpie on the rug, holes in the coat, spitup on everything, dishes/clothes piled up, life completely out of control, Etc, Etc, Etc.
BUT, as you sneak into their room, before you collaspe in bed, to steal the last kiss as they sleep - the wave hits you and tears feel your eyes. I'm so sorry and you pray, "Lord, I blew it so many times today. Lord, this job of Mothering is hard and I make so many mistakes - they really will need therapy. But Lord, I love these precious ones so much. Please Lord help me tomorrow be a better Mom."
However, a good mother isn't simply more organized, more creative or more self-disciplined. She is great because she relys on God and not solely on herself. She hesitates and listens- first thing and each time during the day as the need arises (and it will).
And as the day dawns, it's back to zero.
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